Honesty

Do you ever feel like you're not being honest with yourself?  I usually am, but the past few weeks I don't feel like I've been.  I've been trying to figure out my motives with a certain situation and still can't come to a conclusion.  I don't want to make a mess of the situation, but I think I may have already caused a problem over the weekend.  Yeah, so I guess I get to work on that this week and hopefully I can find some resolution.  Here's the promised recap of my new ward today.  It was okay.  Honestly, it just felt awkward and forced.  I felt sooo out of place even though I have associated with a few of the people before.  There were only about 80 people there too.  Still small.  I really miss the Lakeside YSA ward and am still going to attend their ward prayer and the summer trip.  Hopefully next Sunday will be better.  Good thing I have moving up to Logan in the August to look forward to.